Today while driving home from work, I was feeling so vulnerable that I started to talk so negative about myself, my body, who I was, etc… And as I approached my house, I literally stopped, and felt so ashamed. How dare I speak about myself like that. How dare I turn my back on the only thing that truly loves me enough to keep me alive.

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I may not be the most #beautiful or the #sexiest, nor do I have a “#perfect #body”. I may not be someone’s first choice but I am a great #choice. I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not because I’m great at being me. I’m not proud of things I’ve done in the #past, but I am proud of who I am #today. Take me as I am, or watch me as I walk away. Because I know that I myself as much as anybody in the entire #universe, deserve my #love and #affection. ❤

I may not be the most #beautiful or the #sexiest, nor do I have a “#perfect #body”. I may not be someone’s first choice but I am a great #choice. I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not because I’m great at being me. I’m not proud of things I’ve done in the #past, but I am proud of who I am #today. Take me as I am, or watch me as I walk away. Because I know that I myself as much as anybody in the entire #universe, deserve my #love and #affection. ❤

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Boy Best Friend.

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a best friend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the crap out of them for me. A boy best friend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

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